i do as i wish .

Insecurities and Dreams ...

People ask all the time, "What do you want to be as you grow up? The answers tend to vary from realistic ones, to dream ones. Nonetheless, they're what you want- what you wish. Now, what do I want? This is the most difficult question for me. I cannot answer it even if I was being handed a million dollars. I cannot simply say what I want. That's our dilemma- us, the people growing up. We want freedom and independence, but when given it, we immediately feel overwhelmed, and think, "What do I do, now?" It's all about insecurity, too. Most of us tend to think of the way we look when it comes to the word insecurities. That's not what means. It means: uncertainty or anxiety about oneself; lack of confidence. When we think of what we want, our dreams, and our hopes, we fall back a bit. We get insecure. That's what I want to overcome. In fact my dream is to overcome my insecurities. Then, I could accomplish any goal I set. I want to have a mind of my own. But, I know once I do, I will need assistances; It's only normal. So, for now I want to overlook my insecurities. I want to exploit the circumstance and take advantage of a positive situation as any opportunist will do. I wish to become an opportunist. I do what I wish. I do as I wish.